All through this ten tigers stuff I've juggled and struggled to fill in the spreadsheet, rocketing from despair to pride and back again. Today I'm feeling relaxed and I think I'm getting better at letting some things go sometimes, only to pick them up again when the opportunity comes along. Forcing things works sometimes (it's my default mode), but when I can flow with it, wax and wane like the moon, then a rhythm seems to grow out of the chaos.
For instance, while writing this, I've been in horse stance for over two minutes (not low, not high, mid-range). If I remember to add the little things in, like 5-10 pushups while waiting for a program to load, then there's a rhythm rather than a rush. I like those days best. Over 3 minutes now, in the same horse stance.
I'm behind in stances, and typing distracts me ...
4 minutes. Done.
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